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Highway Waterfall
02:53
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Every day I wake up I feel dead
I feel like all my friends they have left me
But I remember your words and I
feel like we could be something again
Every day I wake up shaking my leg
I feel like there is a bone that is rotting
So I shake it off
And I feel just fine
Turns out it was
A matter of time
Till we have to deal
With something that
Comes and stays like a heart attack
I hope that he loved you like you needed
I got on the floor last night I begged and you know pleaded
That he’d give you one more chance no
I got on my hands though
Oh just one more
have no idea what you’re going through
And I will not pretend like I do
I wanna make lies
And convince everyone they’re true
Like that I’ve always been vegan
And that maybe my name is Steven too
That funny little thing you used to do
And with everything good
It also goes wrong
I noticed this while writing this song
Like the sentiment
Gets all mixed up
Like I don’t have to say
You know it sucks
But I love you so
And ill see you soon
Yeah that I know
We’re all here for you
Im trying hard,
Its not the same
And I know you’re good
At hiding your feelings.
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2. |
Doctors Note
03:36
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I feel embarrassed when she says his name
Its like she’s searching for the love but all she’s getting is the pain
Too bad she didn’t keep her last name.
Doctor doctor doctor
Id like to explain
I thought it was love
But it felt like a game
Mistook the touch
For sincere mistake
But now here I am
And Im set in these ways
Think the best is yet to come
think that we’re still pretty young
Doctor doctor doctor
Id like to explain
These aren’t needles
Hooked up to veins
The drugs were your friends
I think thats insane
Wish you were still here and saying my name
I built you up with bright pink pastels
You were greaaaaat
Dressed you up, with pretty white dresses
Turned greeeey
I’d come around when you are broken down
Cuz im a dick
Built you back up night by night
24 hour shifts
When you got fine and your friends got back
I dipped
They sold and threw away all my old shit
I hate your friend steven, you know he’s a bitch
Please keep my journals and drawings though
I wish I was kidding but
I spent so much time on those.
I mean I made them for you so.
I feel embarrassed when I make things for you
I wonder why I do
I think we both know the truth
That i’ve always been crushing on you
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3. |
Good For You
03:40
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When she’s around
You’re acting different
You’re talking to me like I am illiterate.
HA HA HAH AHAH AH
I came back from a quick bite
Cuz you said you said you missed me too
waited out in the cold
Almost all afternoon
I bought a hoodie on my phone online
I waited there till the day turned into night
While driving home I told myself
to cut my nails so I could play this song right
itll be good for me it’ll be good for you
It’ll be good to see, what you can do
When you’re on your own again
You can ignore us all you want
Its probably irrelevant now
You can ignore us till we stop
Calling and trying to hang out
You can ignore us when you think
That you’ve got everything you need now
And when she comes back and says I hate you
We will be nowhere to be found
Dont get me wrong we love all of your ailments
Taking care of you was never a chore
Im not your husband and she’s not your wife
And I know you love him more,
And I’m not mother we all have a life
Even you, one you can’t explore.
You say
You wanna come back home
But everyone is gone
When she doesn’t wanna link up when you come back school
And when comes back from his business trip and doesn’t wanna fuck you
itll be good for me it’ll be good for you
It’ll be good to see, what you can do
When you’re alone again
Cuz When he’s around
You’re acting different
You’re talking to me like I am illiterate.
HA HA HAH AHAH AH
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4. |
Heart 2 Heart
02:10
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You passed your heart to
Hard to be alone
Like a cartoon barstool drunk at home
I remember you barking
mad as a dog
You were pretty as a princess
Then slowly you burned it all
How does it feel?
I know you know
That there is no will
Inside of petticoats
Out on the dock
Yah you wore your jumper then you took it off.
And I could hear him
He stuck your hand
Down his pants
remember wanting the end
I always wanted to be the ocean
That you dipped your toes in
But iiiii, I deserve to be cold, without anyone. To know.
I know that we’re not the same anymore
But I still check up on you just to make sure
I remember those friends they say 4 years later
You meant so much to me way back then…
And
I know you said that you hate men
But god I know you loved me then
Ohhh
I gave my heart to
You
And a bar stool
Who
Couldn’t keep me awake at night when I needed
I caught a glimpse and then it receded
I love you now even when I haven’t seen you
Do you take advantage of all that we’ve been through
I wonder how it all culminates in your brain
And I wonder if you also think that I’m insane
When I gave my heart to
You.
wonder if you also think that I’m insane
When I gave my heart to
You.
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5. |
Look Like Your Dad
04:08
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In winter, at dusk
The diner lights, light both of us
See I guess it wasn’t so bad
And then you
Looked like your dad
You said a matter a fact
You looked like your mom
And then you just turned
And looked on and on
And you love a boy
so you gave it a shot
sometimes he texts you but mostly he does not
And I could love you
Better than he could
And I could love you
More than he can
And I could love you
And I do.
I saw the pictures it looked so pretty
thought about asking you
to take a road trip with me
Inappropriately, of course
Not sure if it’s right
I just really want
that Diner at night.
Snow piled high,
wiping tears from your eyes.
In summer, a rock
you scratch in “only some of us”
See I guess it wasn’t so sad
And then you
Looked like your dad
You said a matter a fact
You looked like a song
And then you just turned
And looked on and on
And its quarter to 3
And im writing songs for your memories.
And watching T.V shows
That you’re not meant to watch alone.
You look like 16
You look like failing a class for a friendship
You look like MFA Saturday morning artclass
You
Look look like your dad
Look look like your dad
Look look like your dad
Do you like wearing all black?
Cuz I already have clothes like that
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6. |
Warp Speed
04:11
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You must think I live my life like I am in a movie
Like I am the main character and everyone moves for me
But I know that I am not
When I call you and you don’t pickup
But I know that I am not
Just I don’t wanna hang out here too long before I start to decay
Into the people we used to know and try talk to every other day
cause nothings changes and it never will
You’ll never see me the way that I see myself
And I wish you, for I loved you so
But now ill move on faster than you’ll tell me to go
Cuz im 13 then im 20
I’m hungry then im not
I want a band then I don’t
Cuz im in love with what I got.
When I found you I was so depressed, I thought Id not come back, from it
And you found me I was ready to hop the ledge you said,
Why would you do that? I’d love to hear about the rest I said,
Oh there’s not much more, just a little bit left,
And we’ve been talking every since, isn’t it funny how it went?
Imani I want you to marry me
I know you think im delirious
I know I look like a fool
But oh god I am serious
Cuz I have learned as I get older
its easy to move on
From bands, and places and friends, and ultimately these songs
But I choose to not push forwards
Not from everything just yet
And I’m not sure if thats so healthy
But im not willing to second guess it
Everybody moves just a little fast for me
Everybody moves
Everybody moves
At warp speed
Then Im at my senior prom
Then im at my college dorm
Then im starting my new job
Then I hang out there a lot
Then I’m outside biking by
Then im home all of the time
Then Im calling out your name
In a Walmart parking lot
Then I’m crying all the time
Then I’m looking back on life
Then I’m fighting about food
With a son that I call mine
Then I’m holding on to hope
Then im drunk out by the pool
Then for the very first time i am
nervous kissing you
Then Im at my senior prom again
Then im at my college dorm again
Then Im at my senior prom again
Then im at my college dorm again
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