I thought a lot about all the things I could say but they all seemed to perpetuate and mean the same things and if you didnt really wan it do you think its okay, if i took your hand and told you that i loved you anyways. And these songs seem real forced but im just trying to help me find what this all makes me feel and my own goddamn state of mind, its just the concepts the numbers and the vairables given, i wish i was a math problem with just one solution. I put so much work into all of these songs cuz i just wanted to try because I wake up each night... With your thought in the BACK OF MY MIND (fuck it were gonna die, so i guess that ill try, think of you all the time) So tell me a secret that you;ve never told before tell me things that they've said but please dont tell me anymore because theres weeks and theres months and theres days left for we cmon tell me friend dont you want to believe, that we are still young and we're still going far (ill probably end up living cold in my car) We are still (but now its not) Cute anymore.
Matt Pollock is my biggest inspiration for writing songs. Sad he's gone but everything I make has been and will be with him in mind. These songs are too hard to listen to now but will stay beautiful. Amar Ahmad
Sam's a great internet friend and I'm real glad I know him an we've made splits together. He really encourages me to keep writing songs and helped me grow. I hope you're well sam. Amar Ahmad
Joebob makes the best tunes and the best album covers. He was someone who always supported me to make tunes when I was young. He's the best. Amar Ahmad