It don't get easier with time no matter what they say It don't get easier if I and you feel the same way. It don't get easier with drugs It don't get easier with jokes It don't get easier with love or the ones I used to know. It don't get easier with songs It don't get easier with work It don't get easier with showers or the thoughts that make me burn. And no one cares for you as much as you had want them to, and I know my place so I'll stay here I'll go insane. And It gets easier with death and it gets easier with pain and it gets easier with friends with a constant heart that aches, I wanna skate out out to the country i wanna call you from a phone, I wanna move out there to Philly and walk the streets alone. But I probably won't end up leaving my old room, and I'l probably have regrets but atleast I'll have this gloom. (atleast i will always be sad, atleast I will always have that) Atleast i tried atleast there's that.
Matt Pollock is my biggest inspiration for writing songs. Sad he's gone but everything I make has been and will be with him in mind. These songs are too hard to listen to now but will stay beautiful. Amar Ahmad
Sam's a great internet friend and I'm real glad I know him an we've made splits together. He really encourages me to keep writing songs and helped me grow. I hope you're well sam. Amar Ahmad
Joebob makes the best tunes and the best album covers. He was someone who always supported me to make tunes when I was young. He's the best. Amar Ahmad