When I'm alone
I sit sigh by the phone
For someone I don't know
To call me sometime soon
She says "hi there hello
Whereve you been wherd you go?
I just miss seeing you"
and I miss you too dude
When im alone
And I start to feel cold
I build up walls of stone
To stay warm - just like clothes
and when I try to love
All those walls they stay up
So like shirts I'll peel off
Like first bricks start to fall
and if you left the town filled with the people that you love
, and you're in home just wandering around sad.
Remember that those people are still thinking of you
And that they're just a post card or a letter or a phone call away.
So then, when you are sad
And don't want to be touched
Maybe you've gone and have
Also built those walls up
So I'll sit far away
Soft talk until day
Till you'll take off your blouse
Until you seem ok
with my hands on your back
And the mistakes that you've made
With the beginnings and ends
Of the things you cant change
I'll be a diary that will hold till it won't
And the words you say
can come kiss my face
to stay warm
credits
from Out by a Lake,
released February 19, 2017
a lil clip of me and imani talking before playing the song "fast car" by tracy chapman
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