I just want to write a song, about the way you close your mouth, when i say something that starts a smile, but you dont want to let it out.
To show me how much you might feel, so i resent the thing i said, it may be a cute thing you do, but it makes me lose my sense of perpose. With every passing hour and month and year of life, i struggle with if what im feeling is ok or not.
I just want to write a song, about the way feel alone, but i cant seem to talk too hot, or articulate the feelings out. I just want to write a verse dedicated to the hurt, the one that is indefinite, picture me and all my sins.
And i spend most of my days, trying to find new ways, to help me to stay sane.
And i spend most of my nights, trying to rationalize, how i still think of you.
I just want to hold your hand my friend, i just want to feel the cool wind bend, i just want your head upon my shoulder, want to think the things i think but bolder. i just want hear you while im sleepin, i just want to feel your heart a beatin, and i am only anxious cuz i like you and i only like you cuz youre not. And your confidence, is overwhelming. butt helps me feel more calm.
Its not simple like songs i wrote, but then again not much is, i thought i couldnt lose no more, suprise suprise i think i did.
Its strange that i still feel ashamed, of how i talk and what i say, when i know when i finally die, you wont even remember me.
Matt Pollock is my biggest inspiration for writing songs. Sad he's gone but everything I make has been and will be with him in mind. These songs are too hard to listen to now but will stay beautiful. Amar Ahmad
Sam's a great internet friend and I'm real glad I know him an we've made splits together. He really encourages me to keep writing songs and helped me grow. I hope you're well sam. Amar Ahmad
Joebob makes the best tunes and the best album covers. He was someone who always supported me to make tunes when I was young. He's the best. Amar Ahmad
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pigeon pit as a band has single-handedly changed my life. no other band has had me elated and crying my heart out so much at the same time. seeing them live may have changed me as a person. so much love <3 exodus_of_angels