Im on a beach in san diego
We're having sex in the sand
I wake up from my wet day dream
To the emptyness of this town
Im getting a call
Its sadness ok clock
She talks to somebody else
She says "im not sure who i was"
ive lost it all
Time and family and friends
Ive hit the biggest wall
And now sorry dude she cant conclude
I might be having
Having SECOND THOUGHTS
May be the first time
May be the last time
Maybe
That i really see you
And im on a bench
And shes tossing a ball in the air
I hunch
I know that you are not there
I sing
I looked at the spot where we lay
Lay down
And now you say youre having DOUBTS.
May be the first time
May be the last time
Maybe the first time
That i really see you
All these endless songs
About how i cant live without
All my songs have to turned into
Apolgies of what ive done or not
I walked away
I walked away to call you
And i was afriad
Cuz i put my hands out on the ledge
And you stepped on them too
Ive lost everything now
And you said youre having
DOUBTS.
(Im tired of thinking of reasons
That im worth coming back to
I hope that it was real as i knew
I bet you didnt miss me too)
Matt Pollock is my biggest inspiration for writing songs. Sad he's gone but everything I make has been and will be with him in mind. These songs are too hard to listen to now but will stay beautiful. Amar Ahmad
Sam's a great internet friend and I'm real glad I know him an we've made splits together. He really encourages me to keep writing songs and helped me grow. I hope you're well sam. Amar Ahmad
Joebob makes the best tunes and the best album covers. He was someone who always supported me to make tunes when I was young. He's the best. Amar Ahmad