You must think I live my life like I am in a movie
Like I am the main character and everyone moves for me
But I know that I am not
When I call you and you don’t pickup
But I know that I am not
Just I don’t wanna hang out here too long before I start to decay
Into the people we used to know and try talk to every other day
cause nothings changes and it never will
You’ll never see me the way that I see myself
And I wish you, for I loved you so
But now ill move on faster than you’ll tell me to go
Cuz im 13 then im 20
I’m hungry then im not
I want a band then I don’t
Cuz im in love with what I got.
When I found you I was so depressed, I thought Id not come back, from it
And you found me I was ready to hop the ledge you said,
Why would you do that? I’d love to hear about the rest I said,
Oh there’s not much more, just a little bit left,
And we’ve been talking every since, isn’t it funny how it went?
Imani I want you to marry me
I know you think im delirious
I know I look like a fool
But oh god I am serious
Cuz I have learned as I get older
its easy to move on
From bands, and places and friends, and ultimately these songs
But I choose to not push forwards
Not from everything just yet
And I’m not sure if thats so healthy
But im not willing to second guess it
Everybody moves just a little fast for me
Everybody moves
Everybody moves
At warp speed
Then Im at my senior prom
Then im at my college dorm
Then im starting my new job
Then I hang out there a lot
Then I’m outside biking by
Then im home all of the time
Then Im calling out your name
In a Walmart parking lot
Then I’m crying all the time
Then I’m looking back on life
Then I’m fighting about food
With a son that I call mine
Then I’m holding on to hope
Then im drunk out by the pool
Then for the very first time i am
nervous kissing you
Then Im at my senior prom again
Then im at my college dorm again
Then Im at my senior prom again
Then im at my college dorm again
Matt Pollock is my biggest inspiration for writing songs. Sad he's gone but everything I make has been and will be with him in mind. These songs are too hard to listen to now but will stay beautiful. Amar Ahmad
Sam's a great internet friend and I'm real glad I know him an we've made splits together. He really encourages me to keep writing songs and helped me grow. I hope you're well sam. Amar Ahmad
Joebob makes the best tunes and the best album covers. He was someone who always supported me to make tunes when I was young. He's the best. Amar Ahmad
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