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Paper Planes

from Life Like Boyfriend Hands by Amar Ahmad

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Feeling really weird about not loving anything anymore and weirdly wishing that i did love something even though I don't want to love that exact thing anymore. Also feeling like a lot of time loving was wasted time and that in the end as people we became so different, but we kinda started out the same. I guess it's me being whiny because I still give a fuck. This is also a little bit about me living in a broken house where I never felt comfortable in any of the rooms because there was construction going on all the time.

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Paper planes- All the paper planes are the only remains of the fact i wanted you to stay. All the inside jokes in the letters I wrote are the facts I wanted to feel too. An all the paper planes are the only the only remains of the past I never had with you.

An all these memories will turn to movie screens, when the credits roll back black to grey. And I don't have the remote or some magic word to reel back the past an rewind the tapppe.

An we procrastinate the past, (don't know if you hear me now but I hope you can start to understand) an we were thinking about death ( sometimes when I think of words I keep them close an keep them in my head) An i won't know where I'll sleep. (were both from broken homes but you're hill seems to be some what less steep) an i don't know now what I need (we did it to ourselves put our head to make us just seem more weak, so I will take the gun and prove I will do anything I need.

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from Life Like Boyfriend Hands, released December 13, 2015
"procrastinate the past" -Zelda 2015

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