Lately ive been thinking i should make my dreams come true, and lately ive been dreaming of nothing else but you. I unconsciously catch myself, thinking about you, thinking i should only grab one cup, but start to pick up two. And i blame you instead of me,thats just so now ican proceed, though its written in the stars, bridges burnt but still walked on.
I’ve got holden in the city, ive got blood upon my hands, ive got relationships i wish i hadnt fucked up in the end. I’ve got to kill this motherfucker, with his own two barreled gun, ive got to shoot him right between his eyes, and stare until hes done.
Lately ive been thinking that the thought of you is gone, and we just wont work out, see you dont drive a hybrid car, when you pull away and say, that you have got to run, i just might call you a bitch but know I mean that you are the one.
PLay just open chords, When i told u that i love you, i felt dumb and young and scared. And i when you laughed into your t-shirt, ifelt sick and sad and bare. But when i think back, to that weeekend. I can see you mouth the words. Maybe if i said it louder it wouldnt hurt the way it hurt.
I’ve got love you’s in my pocket, i got please donts, up my sleeves. I’ve got emotions i internalize that I cant let you see. But the truth is yehi triple text, i dont expect response, im just reminding me i hate myself, please let your life go on, it was a mistake to write this song.
Ive been really really sad, and ive been really really mad, and ive been fucking withmyself and i should kill my fucking self.
Matt Pollock is my biggest inspiration for writing songs. Sad he's gone but everything I make has been and will be with him in mind. These songs are too hard to listen to now but will stay beautiful. Amar Ahmad
Sam's a great internet friend and I'm real glad I know him an we've made splits together. He really encourages me to keep writing songs and helped me grow. I hope you're well sam. Amar Ahmad
Joebob makes the best tunes and the best album covers. He was someone who always supported me to make tunes when I was young. He's the best. Amar Ahmad